Do you understand me?
How am I ever going to get this right? I can never put what I really am thinking into words. Did I get it through? Or did I just make everything worse than it already is? It hurts to think that nothing can ever be the same anymore.
If only I could just dig out my brain/heart for the world to see, maybe it would be much better. Please let me have more self control over myself, and please understand me.
I need a doctor...





