• 13 April 2010, 1:38:00 AM
wildfire
Wildfire
Approximately 2 weeks to my first paper, and I am so unprepared, with 1 more project to complete. I really need to settle down, but I can't convince my mind to do so. Procrastination is like a drug.
I feel like a wandering soul recently, moving around aimlessly, not knowing what's to be done and what not. It's almost as if I have no control over myself anymore. I have my happy moments, but too much that I feel guilty about it. It's like a hangover, where the after effects are unbearable and regrettable. How awful is that?
Plus, my memory is failing me. Most of the time I cannot remember what I've been doing for the past week. Even when I try really hard to recall, the results are usually blank. Is there something wrong with me?
I came across a meaningful tweet, "To be faithful, truthful, and forgetful. That's all he asks for." It's so simple, yet so difficult.
To understand me.
