• 27 May 2008, 11:17:00 PM
i feel very depressed all of a sudden..
i thought of the amount of time i've wasted on irrelavant stuff, the amount of money i've wasted on unnecessary and useless stuff. wasted because i'm indecisive and not firm enough. wasted because i don't have the courage to say no. wasted because i'm unsure of what i want.
and i really despise myself for being like this. after all the times i told myself i'm going to change and i will not let it happen again. yet, each time i failed.
when can i ever grow up? able to stand up and say no. voice out my thoughts without fear. be confident of my future...
i should stop day dreaming and face reality soon.
