i realised that recently, whenever i talk to people whether on msn or sms, i almost always start with something like " hi, haven't talk to you for a long time" or end off with "see you soon", "meet up soon". or when someone asks me if i'm free to meet up, its always "sorry i'm not free". and its always true. i'm not free. either rushing my project(s), or there's somthing i need to do.

and everytime a conversation goes this way, i feel so detached from the world. its like i'm stranded alone on an island, cut off from the people around me.

and when i can finally find a time to meet up, which is so seldom, there will be this small nagging voice behind my mind reminding me of stuff i have to complete or deadlines i have to take note of.

soon its going to be over. 4 weeks!